memories

little girl

She didn't know she was keeping all the things to herself ever since she was 7 years old till today. Perhaps she never ever told anyone how much she misses her 'old family members' ... The question she kept asking God was "why why why'? Maybe she knows the answer, maybe it's wrong...

Probably this is the first time she's blogging it out because it is just too much for her, or was it because of plain loneliness that she finds herself pitful among her friends? She still remembers those scenes when she was still a little girl crying over sweets, not being able to go to sunday schools like other kids. How she pluck vegetables in the kitchen and watches her as she cooks for dinner. The scar that was left on her left middle finger when she tried opening her first piggy bank.

The warm embrace that he gave her, meant everything to her. With that she wanna say thank you. Of course she still misses her much, but believes everything happens for a reason.

Good night everyone

posted by memories @ 11:21 PM