memories

Sadness

There's no family in this place.
I'm starting to believe maybe it's all a lie living in this place.
Maybe there isn't somebody who will be kind soul even if he dies.
Maybe my expectations of myself and others are so high up that no one can reach.
Maybe I should stop all the things that i'm doing, worrying.
I think i am not coping everything well in life....


Maybe... this world is full of decision. Are you sure you made the right decision?

Life - Yui

In the city I’m not used to that’s full of dirt,
I can’t laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
I ask “has their dreams come true?” But I’m still struggling

I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It’s my nature to be a coward

If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that’s what I thought

The wings I use to fly away are still invisible
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living

I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
“I want to be loved, I just want to be loved”
is what I said. It’s no good just to ask for it

I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know… You know… that even the path of doubts can’t be helped
I can change my life

posted by memories @ 8:09 PM